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Y’day juz finish a movie..is Korean movie..
The movie telling me die is a easy thg..
Nobody noe when u wil dead..
I m scary someday I wil suddenly pass away..
I try my best to do everythg I can do nw..
Coz I m very weak ..
Easy to faint ..sit car oso wil faint..
Easy to heahache..
Samore gt asthma..My heart easy to pain..
Easy wil Difficult to breathe..
When pain, I m hard to get bak ..
The heart pain I m cant to Describe..Like Cramp …
I never tel my mum I gt my body is not well..
I no dare to hospital check my body..
If realy my body gt anythg ,I realy cant to accept it..
Childhood I m often Nosebleeds..
Until nw I sometime stil wil..
My Relative everytime tel my mum, take me go hospital check..
Coz they’s frd oso same like me ..often nosebleed..
Than dint go check ,dint eat medicine,juz treat it like nth..
As long as feel no well..after than only go hospital check..
But all is too late..bcoz the ppl is get nose cancer d..
Mami gt say wan take me go check ..juz I dwn ..
I don’t like..i oso duno y ..mayb I m scare..
And the time I m juz 12 years old..
Oso wont to care wat they say..juz treat like nth..=X
Until nw I m only feel want to check my body..
I ask my moku dear acc me go n check 2gather..
But moku say if nw go check n noe wat ur Disease u more hard..
Cant hapi enjoy ur life d..
Gt hu can accept u gt sick til wan laugh wif ur life until die ??
Nobody can..its hard..
So I oso agree about wat my moku dear say..
N I realy cant accept if realy somethg like tat Happened to me..
So I Rather Dont know anything End the fun in this life..
Got hu can take care like tat geh me ??
I m sweak ..
Got hu can couple wif me n enjoyly??
Not.=)
I m the weak weak girl =(
So I juz can depend myself~
Gambateh ..Sweetz Biii…=)
The day 19 bii missing you..